ANNOUNCEMENT

I have a new blog HERE
It would be very nice to visit it :)
I would have more post there than this old one

THANK YOU

I Have a Boyfriend I have a Dating Friend

Does it seem (so) important to have a boyfriend?
I don't think so, even most of my friends are being so desperate to be a single.
I don't know why I should keep a relationship in my life. it's just for show or just for fun, I don't know.
go to cinema, go for dinner, pick me up at home, drive me back home, and on and on. same routines that I really wanted to do because I miss his smell his skin his face. I miss him.

I love him. I really love him. he knew that. I realize that.
does he love me? does he really love me?
I don't know. he doesn't even really show it.
When I want him to take a good care about me, he doesn't show up at all. I'm dissapointed of that.
I just want to know that he really cares about me :(
I just want him to know that I love him and I like to be loved.

Oh, I just want to be understood.