What's Real Meaning of Friend?

I dont get it. I'm confused. What is real friend or what is fake friend?
I have never got one real.
Maybe I have, but it was back on the day when I was in JHS or ES. But, they're not anymore.
I miss them all... (sob) : (
I hope for someone who wants to be near by me to give their shoulder to cry on. Who gets more than a label BEST FRIEND FOREVER, but real chemistry. Someone who needs me for help. Someone who really care about me, someone who knows me inside out not just say hi and go.
I wish that guy will come soon.